ako si Kristel Anne Ravina
Kristelly ang itawag niyo sakin..
isang masayahing tao...
mabait..
masunurin sa magulang...
makulit...
maganda....
may takot sa Diyos..
masarap kasama..
mejo maayos magisip..
sana may sense kausap..
mahilig ako sa kahit anong pwedeng pagkakitaan...
isang tagapaglingkod ng Diyos at naglilingkod sa kapwa...
mahilig sa icecream na double dutch...
mahilig magluto ng pinoy dishes..
marunong magluto ng Pasta na kagaya ng luto ng nanay ko..
palakaibigan...
seryosong tao ngunit sabaw daw ang utak minsan... (ano b ang sabaw,
hindi ba't tubig na malinamnam?) yummy pala ako! hahaha!
optimistic...
narcissist...
aktibong miyembro ng Nagkakaisang Kabataang Metodista ng Pilipinas...
mahilig sa kulay violet (talong?) ano b tagalog nun? hehe!
maganda ulit.. :)
masipag...
committed sa ministry, basta para sa Diyos...
pala basa.. mga Harry Potter.. Reader's Digest.. Law books pag
kelangan.. mga cases...(take note: pagkelangan lang), mga nobela..
mga Self Help books..
di mahilig manuod ng tv, news lang pinapanuod ko...
mahilig sa mga musikang kristiyano..
mahilig din sa party songs... :) at kahit anong pwedeng sayawin!
mahilig sa yellow cab pizza... (lalo na pag libre!.. Pastor Jae, para
sa inyo to!)
mahilig sa starbucks coffee.. (lalo na pag "ber" months.. para sa
planner!)
mahilig magpuyat dahil sa internet!!!
laging online..
dancer sa simbahan at sa school din nung college.. (modern jazz,
interpretative, tambourine)
favorite food: tortang talong with ground beef kung meron tapos may
hotsauce!..=P~ yum! chalap!
mahilig sa chocolate- Cadbury Fruit & Nut! pwede din Ferrero! (kung
wlang pera, pwede na Choco Mucho..) yey!
Mahilig sa mga bulaklak na galing Dangwa! gusto ko ung isang bouquet
nang makukulay na pastel colored flowers!
mahiig sa damit...
mahilig mangarap..
madalas malalim ang iniisip..
minsan tulala lang talga.. hehe!
hindi na ko kumakain ng french fries, simula nang nalaman kong
napakadaming cholesterol nun!
di din kumakain ng yolk ng egg..
namimiss ko na ang USTe... ang mga Cheering Competition!
mahilig sa footlong ng lovelite sa Asturias!
mahilig sa siomai ng Mr. Siomai sa Antonio/ V. Concepcion
(palipat-lipat kc)
mahilig din sa Chancel Pizza Honey Bacon Toppings sa UST Carpark/A.M.
Velayo College of Accountancy Building..
Nagggym din ako sa Fitness First RCBC Plaza.. kc kelangan di tumaba..
Kasalukuyang Estujante sa De La Salle Professional Schools Inc. Ramon
V. Del Rosario Graduate School of Business (haba ng pangalan) kursong
Master of Business Administration at Law... hati ang puso ko, di ko
alam kung dilaw ako o berde... pwede both? hehe!
mahilig din ako magtelebabad..
di ako mahilig magtext.. nagttext lang kapag may paguusapan o kapag
nanttrip..
di nagfoforward ng quotes..
di ako sumasali sa mga clan... (KJ ako! hehe!)
adik sa UMYF...
mahal ko pamilya ko.. mahal ko magulang ko, mga kapatid ko...
higit sa lahat, mahal ako ng Diyos..
dahil si Kristo'y higit sa lahat!
namimiss ko na mga friends ko sa CSR... Michelle, Denilou, Pie,
Maricris, Glyka, Vikki, KC, Karen H., Jobz.. Jamie.. and the rest...
namimiss ko na din dati kong churchmates sa makati.. sila Mytha,
Ryan, Eugene, Erwin, Dessa, Rona, Melvin, Kuya Sam, Leica, Ptr.
Rober,t Kuya Vic..
awww... mga nakaraang di ko nakakalimutan dahil kau ang naghubog sa
akin kung bkt ako naging ganito, sa Makati UMC, Hazel Lugay, Len,
Mylene, Mikaela, mga Deaconess at mga Pastor na yata ung iba..
sa mga churchmates ko sa CBTH, na dati kong kasama sa UMYF at mga
naging MYAF na, kau din ay may malaking naidagdag sa aking buong
pagkatao, ate Mhar, ate Risa, ate Ada, ate Liw, ate Wheng, ate Grace
(ptr. n ngyn), Ate Joan, Ate Abby! Ate PM... sa mga friends sa
church, Ate Liz, Pastor Alex, Ate Ola, Ate Wheng Poyos. ayun.. sa mga
di ko nabanggit... kasama na kau dito...
eto pa, sa mga naginfluence sakin na maging active sa church, ate Joy
Dizon sa paghila sa kin para maging VCS teacher! (dun po ako
nagsimula, bago talga ang lahat.. daming nagagawa ng VCS na 'to! di
lang sa mga bata, sa teacher din.. :D)
namimiss ko din mga friends ko sa UST, janey, geo, cieds, rizza,
royce, lyna, mia, jellyn!... at buong BA3 blockmates! huhu..
mga co-dancers ko sa Pax Danzelegis.. kuya Rey, dakilang choreographer! di ka talga namin makakalimutan.. amor, honney, elle eigh, pam, angge, ronald, james, gracey, kristel, ac, jr, diane, joyce... salamat sa mga dance performance memories with you guys.. kakamiss na sumayaw... wla kasing dance troupe dito sa grad. school.. tsk tsk..
sa mga kasama ko sa SALAKOT! Samahang Lakas sa Komersyo ng mga Tomasino - Makadiyos, Makatao, Demokratiko, Pilipino!! sa mga Leadership trainings na wari ko'y initiation rites.. hehe! sa mga Victory party na pagcelebrate at pagparangal sa mga nalahok sa posision sa kani kanilang mga kolehiyo sa UST at sa buong UST. sa mga campaign periods na talga namang nakakastress!! sa mga memorable COMELEC encounters.. kila kuya Lloyd, ate Pam, ate Jhaycel, Kevin, Bevs, Emil, Hannah, Jhune Joy, Ruru, Malor, Donna, Diane Doria..wah sa mga di ko nabanggit sorry..
mga blockmates ko nung pre-com! miss you all!! wah! Charles, Vicky, Aimee, Cheche, Rio, Precious, Elaine, Rein,, JM, Rose, Wewe, liwanag, cher, cherry, aby, syempre di ko kau lahat mababanggit din.. basta buong I-Bpm at II-Fmid nun! yeah! ang bilis talga ng panahon.. parang kelan lang..
sa la salle, kakamiss mga naging blockmates ko sa JD! kahit na
sandaling panahon ko lang kau naging ka-block, dami kong natutunan sa
inyo, ipagpapatuloy ko na ang law ngyong term, sayang di ko na kau
blockmates.. awwww.... ang saya nyo pa naman kasama... sana kagaya
nyo din magiging blockmates ko this term..
sa mga dating Cavite District officers, kristel, amor, adrian and
others, wah! kila melai, biyaya, jm vista, Wah! miss ko na kau!!! lalo ka na melai and yaya!!! hmp! sa mga nauna kong naging kabatch sa district, panahon pa ni Hannah, si hannah, henry, rein, glenn, ate
rona, salamat sa mga natutunan ko sa inyo.. sa masayang samahan at sa
teamwork na nangyari noong taong 2005 - 2006, 2006 - 2007 at 2007 -
2008 sa UMYF at ngyn, sa mga kasama ko sa PAC sa terminong 2008 -
2010... nawa makpag bonding taung mga execom.. (isama na din natin sa
bonding ang mga national officers.. [ate L.A.])nang mas maintindihan
natin at makilala ang bawat isa para sa ikalalaganap ng mga plano
natin sa ating termino..
sa mga classmates ko sa CVS nung HS at sa mga teachers na naging
malapit sa aking puso.. ma'm liza batan, ma'am joan, sir josh, sir
topher, sir acosta, sir ferdie, sir Erick, sir Ternida, ma'am tess,
ma'am rose! yess! salamat at pinaparangaln ko kau aking mga naging
guro sa CVS saludo po ako sa inyo! sa mga malapit din sa puso kong
mga friends ko sa CVS, brean, benjo, kathlyn, ziennia, aira, mia, at
mga iba pa... miss ko na kau! magkita kita naman sana tau! sumama tau
sa reunion na ginaganap kila sir erick! invite nyo din kami.. (para
to sa mga nagoorganize nun.. hehe!)
sarap ding alalahanin ang CAT days nung 3rd year and 4th year..
(isang napaka-useful at effective na training para sa akin upang
lumabas sa aking comfort zone at lumabas sa aking shell na tinataguan
nuon)
wah... di matatapos itong blog na ito... dahil sa haba ng listahan ng
mga taong nakapagpahubog sa akin at nagpamulat sa akin ng mga
bagay-bagay.. alam kong madami pang dadating at makikilala na patuloy
pa kong babaguhin upang malaman at madiskubre ang bawat sulok ng
malaking ng mundong gnagalawan ko..
akala ko kanina maiksi lang to eh. ang haba na pala.. nagpapakilala
lang ako ng sarili ko dpat eh! ang purpose pala nitong box nito eh pang welcome lang! haha!
Ngayong kila nyo na ako.. wla lang kilala nyo na 'ko! hehe! ang saya diba?
a mixed of all of these songs' lyrics are all I feel about you..
Will my wait be a waste or will it be worth waiting for?
Why do we have to be hurt when we're in love? i trusted you with my heart.. I trust that you will take care of it.. Why did you left me hanging deary??
TADHANA by Up Dharma Down
Sa hindi inaaasahang
Pagtatagpo ng mga mundo
May minsan lang na nagdugtong,
Damang dama na ang ugong nito
'Di pa ba sapat ang sakit at lahat
Na hinding hindi ko ipararanas sayo
Ibinubunyag ka ng iyong mata
Sumisigaw ng pag-sinta
Ba't di pa patulan
Ang pagsuyong nagkulang
Tayong umaasang
Hilaga't kanluran
Ikaw ang hantungan
At bilang kanlungan mo
Ako ang sasagip sażo
Saan nga ba patungo,
Nakayapak at nahihiwagaan
Ang bagyo ng tadhana ay
Dinadala ako sa init ng bisig mo
Ba't 'di pa sabihin
Ang hindi mo maamin
Ipa-uubaya na lang ba 'to sa hangin
huwag mong ikatakot
Ang bulong ng damdamin mo
Naririto ako at nakikinig sażo
Hooohh... hoooohh...
Hooohh... hoooohh...
Hooohh... hoooohh...
Lalalala...
Bat di salubungin ang puso ko at kunin
Ang diwang malaya huwag nawang magpabaya pa
Ikaw ang pag-ibig, pakinggan ang himig ko
Wala na sanang lalayo, mundong ito ay hihinto
OO by Up Dharma Down
Di mo lang alam
Naiiisip kita
Baka sakali lang maisip mo ako
Di mo lang alam
Hanggang sa gabi inaasam makita kang muli
Nagtapos ang lahat sa di inaasahang pahanon
At ngayon ako'y iyong iniwan
Luhaan, sugatan, 'di mapakinabangan
Sana'y nagtanong ka lang
Kung 'di mo lang alam
Sana'y nagtanong ka lang
Kung 'di mo lang alam
Ako'y iyong nasaktan
Baka sakali lang maisip mo naman
Hindi mo lang alam
Kay tagal na panahon
Ako'y nandirito pa rin hanggang ngayon para sa'yo
Lumipas mga araw na ubod ng saya
'Di pa rin nagbabago ang aking pagsinta
Kung ako'y nagkasala patawad na sana
Puso kong pagal ngayon lang nagmahal
'Di mo lang alam
Ako'y iyong nasaktan
Baka sakali lang maisip mo naman
Puro s'ya na lang
Sana'y ako naman
'Di mo lang alam
Ika'y minamasdan
Sana'y iyong mamalayang hindi mo lang pala alam
'Di mo lang alam
Kahit tayo'y magkaibigan lang
Bumabalik ang lahat sa tuwing nagkukulitan
Baka sakali lang maisip mo naman
Ako'y nandito lang
Hindi mo lang alam
Matalino ka naman
Kung ikaw at ako
Ay tunay na bigo sa laro na ito
Ay dapat bang sumuko
Sana hindi ka na lang pala aking nakilala
Kung alam ko lang ako'y masasaktan ng ganito
Sana'y nakinig na lang ako sa nanay ko
'Di mo lang alam
Ako'y iyong nasaktan
Baka sakali lang maisip mo naman
Puro s'ya na lang
Sana'y ako naman
'Di mo lang alam
O, ika'y minamasdan
Sana iyo'y mamalayang hindi mo lang pala alam
Oooooooo
Malas mo
Ikaw ang natipuhan ko
Di mo lang alam
Ako'y iyong nasaktan
SABIHIN MO NA by Zelle
Bakit wala ka pa? kasama ka'y parang nag-iisa
Pangakong magmamahal, aalis ka rin pala
Chorus:
Sabihin mo na kung babalik ka pa
Para di na maghintay
Sabihin mo na kung aayaw ka na
Para lang malaman ko
Hmmm...
Naririnig mo ba ako?
Sigaw ko ba'y walang tinig
Nakaya kong walang imik
Naririnig naman ako
Chorus:
Sabihin mo na kung babalik ka pa
Para di na maghintay
Sabihin mo na kung babalik ka pa
Para lang malaman ko
Hmmm...
Coda:
Iiyak na lang...
Iiyak na lang...
Hey yeah hey yeahhee...
Bakit wala ka pa?
Naririnig naman ako
Chorus:
Sabihin mo na kung babalik ka pa
Para di na maghintay
Sabihin mo na kung aalis ka na
Para lang malaman ko
"Never Ever"
A few questions that I need to know
how you could ever hurt me so
I need to know what I've done wrong
and how long it's been going on
Was it that I never paid enough attention?
Or did I not give enough affection?
Not only will your answers keep me sane
but I'll know never to make the same mistake again
You can tell me to my face or even on the phone
You can write it in a letter, either way, I have to know
Did I never treat you right?
Did I always start the fight?
Either way, I'm going out of my mind
all the answers to my questions
I have to find
My head's spinning
Boy, I'm in a daze
I feel isolated
Don't wanna communicate
I'll take a shower, I will scour
I will rub
To find peace of mind
The happy mind I once owned, yeah
Flexing vocabulary runs right through me
The alphabet runs right from A to Zed
Conversations, hesitations in my mind
You got my conscience asking questions that I can't find
I'm not crazy
I'm sure I ain't done nothing wrong, no
I'm just waiting
'Cause I heard that this feeling
won't last that long
Never ever have I ever felt so low
When you gonna take me out of this black hole?
Never ever have I ever felt so sad
The way I'm feeling yeah, you got me feeling really bad
Never ever have I had to find
I've had to dig away to find my own peace of mind
I've Never ever had my conscience to fight
The way I'm feeling, yeah, I just don't feel right
I'll keep searching
Deep within my soul
For all the answers
Don't wanna hurt no more
I need peace, got to feel at ease
Need to be.
Free from pain - going insane
My heart aches, yeah
Sometimes vocabulary runs through my head
The alphabet runs right from A to Zed
Conversations, hesitations in my mind
You got my conscience asking questions that I can't find
I'm not crazy,
I'm sure I ain't done nothing wrong
I'm just waiting
'Cause I heard that this feeling won't last that long
Never ever have I ever felt so low
When ya gonna take me out of this black hole?
Never ever have I ever felt so sad
The way I'm feeling yeah, you got me feeling really bad
Never ever have I had to find
I've had to dig away to find my own peace of mind
I've Never ever had my conscience to fight
The way I'm feeling, yeah, I just don't feel right x4
You can tell me to my face,
You can tell me on the phone,
Uh, You can write it in a letter, babe
'Cause I really need to know
You can write it in a letter, babe
You can write it in a letter, babe
So Yesterday Lyrics by: Hilary Duff
you can change your life if you wanna you can change your clothes if you wanna
If you change your mind Well, that's the way it goes
But I'm gonna keep your jeans And your old black hat- cause I wanna They look good on me You're never gonna get them back At least not today, not today, not today 'cause
[CHORUS:] If it's over, let it go and Come tomorrow it will seem So yesterday, so yesterday I'm just a bird that's already flown away
Laugh it off let it go and When you wake up it will seem So yesterday, so yesterday Haven't you heard that I'm gonna be okay
You can say you're bored- if you wanna You can act real tough- if you wanna You can say you're torn But I've heard enough
Thank you... you made my mind up for me When you started to ignore me Do you see a single tear It isn't gonna happen here At least not today, not today, not today 'cause
[CHORUS]
If you're over me, I'm already over you If it's all been done, what is left to do How can you hang up if the line is dead If you wanna walk, I'm a step ahead If you're moving on, I'm already gone If the light is off then it isn't on At least not today, not today, not today 'cause
[CHORUS 2X]
Hilary Duff So Yesterday
These songs will be on my Ipod playlist if I own one..
kapag kayo ang nagmahal, sobrang wagas.. di kayang gawin ng tao.. alam ko,lagi ko kayong nasasaktan.. siguro pinaparanas nyo lang sakin kung anong gngwa ko din sa inyo.. kung paano ko din kayo nasasaktan.
Salamat panginoon at natututo kaming magmahal, para ma-realize namin at maramdaman namin ang inyong presensya at ang inyong pagmamahal sa amin. Patawarin nyo po ako Panginoon.
Marahil, ito ang inyong paraan para lalo ko kayong mahalin at ginamit nyo lamang "sya" para ako ay matuto.
Lord, pour out all your love and blessings to me. I want to know you. kayo lang po ang syang dapat mahalin, papurihan at maitaas.
unay nga na sa inyo lamang po mahahanap ang tunay na pagmamahal at di ito makikita sa tao lamang..
Proverbs 4:23 Above all else, guard your heart for it is the wellspring of life.
Truly, 1 John 4:16, And so we know and rely on the love God has for us. God is love. Whoever lives in love lives in God, and God in him.
1 John 4:8 The one who does not love does not know God for God is love.
1 John 4:9 By this the love of God was manifested in us, that God has sent His only begotten Son into the world so that we might live through Him.
and 1 John 4:12 No one has seen God at any time, if we love one another, God abides in us, and His love is perfected in us.
Thank you Lord for the gift of life. I Praise you Father for you love!
everyday is always a learning process.. (cozy) mas lalo kitang nabibigyan ng halaga ngayon. (blush)
Mahirap pala magmahal. kelngan apakan din ang dignidad at kelngan matutong magpakababa para hindi lang ako ang lagi tama. at para sya na ngayon ang tama lagi.. (muhaha) Pagpapasakop ba ito?
-teka, mahirap nga ba?
-sa ibang kaisipan, kelngan apakan din ang dignidad at kelngan matutong magpakababa para wala nang gulo.
ang daming struggles noh? ito ang mga iniisip ko habang nasa proseso ng pagkilala sa'yo.. dati, hindi ko ito naiisip.. nasanay yata ako na laging pabor sakin ang lahat dahil "head over heels daw si lalake sakin." (echuserang frog) (muhaha) ngayon, ito na tlga ang "give and take" dahil natututo nakong masanay na ako na din ang humahabol.. (na ako na din ang nagpaparaya maging masaya lang sya).
We have a lot of similarities. Kung dominant ang ganito kong trait, ganun din sya.. kaya mejo nahihirapan tlga akong mag-adjust. Ewan ko kung nadadama niya ang adjustment period ko. May panahon pa nga na pakiramdam ko, nagpapanggap na akong ibang tao, di na ako nagiging totoo sa sarili ko.. Pakiramdam ko, di niya ako matatanggap kung sino ako. parang laging ako nalang ang nagbibigay. pakiramdam ko lang naman.. parang laging mate, laging pinagaaralan ang bawat kilos dahil baka ma-"check mate." pakiramdam ko nasasakal ako nang wala naman talga syang gnagawang pananakal. Nasasakal ako mga boundaries niya at mga limitasyon na tingin ko ay imahinasyon ko lang naman. Natatakot ako na baka sa sobrang pagbibigay ko, makalimutan ko ang tunay na ako at mawalan na ko ng sariling pagkatao.
**sa ngayon, natututo akong maging mahinahon. maging mapagtimpi at maging more tactful. (sorry naman sobrang taglish).
How long will this friendship stage last? I wanted us to be more than friends as much as I wanted him to be mine ASAP. I wanted us to be friends for a lifetime.. masaya yun diba? kaso ang alam ko na dapat ang magkaibigan, tanggap at mahal mo ang buong pagkatao niya. At pareho kayong nagbibigayan. (kababae ko kasing tao, ang yabang ko din kasi eh). Siguro ang bottomline lang nito, kelngan ko lang ng assurance.. ang babae kasi, laging gusto ng assurance at nakakarinig ng mga encouragements. Sa lahat ng aspeto ng buhay niya, emosyonal man o pisikal.. (kaya nga naghahanap siguro ako ng pambobola man lang.. ) mas gusto ko sana mas appreciative ka at mas vocal ka sa pagsabi ng mga bagay na nararamdaman at naoobserbahan mo hindi ung puro negative ang napapansin. pansinin din sana ang mga positibong bagay...
Weakness ko din: madali akong magconclude, madaling magbigay ng ibang kahulugan sa mga bagay, depende sa pagkakasabi sa akin. (mas maganda sana, kung lilinawin at aayusin ang pagsabi nito, sa hindi nakakasakit na paraan) -Sa pagiging mayabang ko, sa tingin ko, defense mechanism ko lang ito. dahil weak naman tlga ako.. ang masama, pinapatulan mo din ako.. naghahanap lang naman ako ng paglambing, kaya ganito.. wag nang patulan.. (kaya minsan, nasabi ko sa 'yo, "para kang babae.")
punong puno ang isip ko ng mga ganitong kaisipan kapag magkasama tayo.. nawawala ang lahat pag nilambing mo na ko.. hehe.. *pakeme lang pala..*
I am happy because I'm learning new things. I love him but.. (lagi nalang may but..) nagsisimula palang kami ganito na.. pano pa kaya kapag tumagal na.. tama ba ito?
Should I continue with this quest for love or should I just stop this stupid analogy of love? wla naman tlgang makakapag analyze nito.. Gamitin nalang ang puso.. Mareresolve ang lahat ng ito kung puso ang gagamitin.. :D Magmahalan tayo! :D
For those who are wondering what am I busy with, here are the things I'm up to and some of the things I plan to do:
things I'm up to..
- AIM Global - Medcare Health Clinic
priorities:
- income for employees' salaries.. - income for self preservation - maintain a healthy working relationship with clinic staff - do not let myself become fat, stay fit and have a healthy life style - finish my MBA-JD studies - finish UMYF duties - show the business opportunity to my friends - share the product: Alive! Mega-Nutritionals to those who are health conscious, and those who are sick.. Reasons why one should take food supplements: 1. We are living in a world that is not getting any cleaner anymore 2. The food we're eating is not getting any healthier anymore 3. We are not getting any younger anymore ...for more info about alive click on: http://kristelly.multiply.com/journal/item/21
What I have to do:
1. Things to do For Medcare
Make an insurance certificate form
Design a proposal kit of Medcare Health Clinic
Design a Scrub Suit for Medcare Employees
Submit Mom and Dad's I.D. pic and signature to Nelma for I.D.
Call schools around Cavite for Drug Test Proposal appointment
Follow up Clients given by proposal letter by Shella
Hang the signage, with Circumcision in front of Medcare - borrow ladder
Sell AIM Global Accredited Clinic Tarp to AIM Global Members
2. look for referral form of Madrasa Baidido 3. finish encoding daily income transactions of Medcare Health Clinic 4. text ate roda for saturday/monday appointment 5. OPP at Maycauayan, Bulacan on Sat 1pm 6. OPP at CVS on Friday 2pm 7. OPP at Clinic, 7pm 8. text and invite clients for OPP schedules 9. get OPP material from Blessy 10. remind Nelma about the I.D. of medcare employees 11. Pay accounts payable to Nelma: Tarpolin 12. remind Nelma about the DVD and fan project 13. Text and invite foursquare peeps for thurs OPP 14. buy sandals and clothes 15. go to the gym 16. buy rubber shoes 17. go to Cityland Office, get my rubber shoes 18. Have my feet pedicured and hand manicured 19. load my sun no. 20. confirm Nelma's guests 21. arrange things in the clinic: cashier area 22. arrange things in the clinic: reception area 23. finish midnight sun 24. Read political science book 25. look for UMYF voucher 26. audit UMYF financial records 27. follow up Ms. Gina Orate 28. Follow up Salve 29. Follow up Christian Perdon 30. Follow up Benjie Borja 31. follow up Biyaya 32. follow up Roycee 33. follow up UMYF PAC officers 34. follow up LenMark 35. follow up ate Digna Villaruel 36. follow up Ciedelle 37. follow up Bacoor SK youth chairman 38. Email new prospects with the business opportunity email 39. Pray, Pray, Pray, Pray! pray for prospects and pray for the business.. pray for downlines, uplines and the company 40. Pray for Medcare Health Clinic 41. Pray for Medcare Health Clinic Staff 42. Pray for my Family 43. Pray for the Philippine economy (affected kasi diagnostic clinic business) 44. Read the Bible everyday...
I just wanted to share some of the ideas, plans, iteneraries that I have to do.... hirap kasi isipin lahat, kelngan i-list down... *sigh...*
long, because I woke up early and havn't had a sleep 'till now (Feb, 8, 2009, 5:23am)
Feb. 7, 2009, 7am, went to my brothers and sister's school to watch them dance at their foundation day.
At 12nn, left Casa De San Miguel Montessori and went to our Clinic to check out the sales and to motivate our staff.
At 4pm, I left the clinic and went to my Alma Mater, University of Santo Tomas to attend SALAKOT Alumni Meeting and to train new candidates.. yebah! seeing them was really fun. It has only been 2 years since I graduated from college, younger batch who are part of the SALAKOT still know me and yes! I saw my orgmates/partymates! Another bonding and food tripping.. Kept me nostalgic about my college days, damn miss those carefree days. How I often wish I'm still as carefree as before.. Without worrying about contributing for my family's income and just thinking about myself, studies and the organizations I'm affiliated with. Gone were those days. Good thing I still have them.. my friends, my orgmates/partymates! I could say life in college wouldn't be as memorable if I hadn't joined these organizations. These made my college life more meaningful and colorful! It also contributed to my personality, giving me more confidence in facing people and dealing with worst case scenarios, as how we were trained in SALAKOT..
It's different now, I have bigger problems to solve, more stakeholders are affected with my decision making.. Unlike before, in decision making, I always choose what's good for me and what would not hurt me, not about the common good, rights violated and duties affected, if it is fair and just, the values in the decision involved. (Markkula Principle of Ethics) hehe! thanks to Ms. Maria Nenette Barrios (our prof in Business Ethics) I learned a lot from her in my MBA studies in DLSU..
I just have more priorities in, yet still the same time, all of us are given 24hours a day to live and how do we maximize our time? how much time are we devoting for our prayer time/ quiet time for God? How much time are we wasting in front of the internet just updating our facebook/friendster and multiply account?
Behind all of these thoughts, I just pray that I'd still have time for God.
Another lesson learned, (learned these past week): that I should keep my promises, I may not be a god to meet my promises, but the fact that I have my word, I should stick to it., also, Value my friends they are really few and really really hard to find,friendship is build through time don't just waste the time invested especially the trust between.
Lastly, become humble at all times and all circumstances!
Moving on, at 8pm, after eating the pizza served care of Phey, l left Med. Pav (our usual SALAKOT tambayan/office in UST) and went to AIM Global Ortigas, picked up I.Ds of downlines and the tarpoline for our clinic's promotion.
Went home at 10pm, arrived at 11:20pm, had a chat with my sister,watched youtube videos and preparing my report for later's AYCM(UMYF activity in Wesley UMC), later, at 6:30 I'll take a bath and go to church.
Oh how I just love how God iworks in my life, making me see through my situation, making me realize my mistakes, teaching me lessons in ways he only knows. He just wanted me to hold on to Hm, to remember Him in whatever I do. And He only wants me to trust and obey his commands. That I should always remember that He is in control.
(I'm sorry..I think the content of this blog already has everything in my mind) some of you might not like what's written, if my blog offended anyone, please contact me through my cel or give me a personal message.
God bless everyone and thanks for reading! I'm just too happy and overwhelmed that I wanted to write these all down.
tanong ko din.. what if ikaw nasa situation ko, finance ka ng pac.. tapos, naging annual conference na cavite
ano na position mo?
tapos taga cavite district ka
hmm..
wla lang..
rderige@gmail.com: wala. wala kang iassume. unless mag botohan ulit.
me: ok..
rderige@gmail.com: with the assistance of pac.
yan ang sakin.
me: assistance of pac officers.. and other districts officers?
rderige@gmail.com: kasi hindi ko alam parang walang ganiyang provision ata ang consti e.
although not sure.
maybe you need to finish your term.
kahit hiwalay na.
me: ok.. pati cavite officers kelngan tapusing term?
hmm.. o annual officers na sila agad?
tsh
rderige@gmail.com: siguro.
hehehehe.
hindi ko alam.
ang gulo.
ano sabi ng consti?
sa tingin ko oo.
pero since walang provision sa consti, hindi ko alam kung pano masure.
ang sakin lang, pwede ituloy ng district officers na sila maging transitory pac.
*transitory officers.
me: transitory ng PACC?
PACC- philippines annual conference cavite
rderige@gmail.com: yep.
not sure.
pagusapan niyo ng pac kung paano yung transition.
hindi naman basta basta bibitawan ng pac dapat yan.
have a transition plan.
make sure knowledge has been passed.
and leadership is secured.
Sent at 10:38 PM on Sunday
me: ok..
pano kaya un?
ako magiinitiate?
kasi ako lang naman affected eh
Sent at 10:40 PM on Sunday
me: wla
na namang confidence sakin mga tao.. hehe.. feeling ko lang.. tsh.. wla
na din akong gana.. kung magkkaron pa ng election, di ko alam... bka
wla lang.. tapos ako pa nag-initiate ng mga un.. tapos.. parang ang
"feeling" ko naman..
gets.. gulo..
rderige@gmail.com: aaaah.
hindi. ganito gawin mo.
hindi lang ikaw apektado tell.
buong pac apektado.
concern yan ng pac.
consult your co-officers kung paano yun.
aba malaking sakit ng ulo yan.
:0
me: ok.. naks.. adviser.. namimiss ko si kuya chris...
thanks kuya ram..
hehe! nagpabata?
sige.. post ko sa multiply concern ko kaya?
rderige@gmail.com: hahaha.
me: nakita mo post ni imman?
rderige@gmail.com: adik.
post ni imman?
pacwide ci?
sa tingin ko ang proper avenue e hindi s amultiply.
its better if you consult with len and the rest of your co-officers.
hingi ka ng meeting from them to discuss the separation of cavite.
discuss it seriously.
identify the potential issues that will arise and deal with the complications.
Sent at 10:45 PM on Sunday
me: ok.. ano naman kaya purpose and objective ng meeting?
rderige@gmail.com: discuss the transition.
pag alis ng cavite sa pac.
unless may solution na kayo para dun
me: ang
napagusapan kasi namin, tapusin namin term namin... term ko as pac
finance and cavite district officers' positions as district officers
so, 2008 to 2010 dapat kami
kaso, problema,
itong dineclare na daw nila na si peter na daw pacc pres ng umyf..
naging pres nga daw sya ng walang kahirap hirap
di man lang ako kinonsulta
hehe.. un lang...
rderige@gmail.com: sinong nagdeclare?
me: selfish ba? tsh.. prob nlang... di ko lam kung san na ko lalagay
rderige@gmail.com: pero diba officer si peter?
me: pres ng cavite si peter
district pres ng cavite si peter
Sent at 10:51 PM on Sunday
rderige@gmail.com: so siya magiging pac officer?
ng cavite?
at sino nagdecide niyan?
me: ganun nga daw..
di ko alam.. wla kasi ko kahapon.. nagkaron ng special session for the separation of cavite district from pac
rderige@gmail.com: aaa.
bat wala ka kahapon?
me: di naman nagkaron ng nomination eh.. ang alam ko, agenda lang kahapon, iapprove na cavite ay annual confe na
rderige@gmail.com: kasama yun dun.
me: pati officers ng lay org, sinama yata nila
rderige@gmail.com: bat hindi ka nagpunta?
me: may work.. hehe.. badtrip lang.. kasi, bkt nya tatanggapin, ano na ko ngyn
hmm... hehe.. un lang. salamat sa pakikinig
rderige@gmail.com: hehe.
oks lang yun telly.
you'd keep your position sa pac.
hehehe.
me: tska kaya di din kami nakapagusap prior sa session kasi, we agreed na tapusin namin term namin...
so wla pa dapat annual conference officers ang cavite
kaso... ganun ung nangyari kahapon
lay minister daw ako... hay...
hehe.
rderige@gmail.com: hehehe.
sa tingin ko ikikeep mo position mo sa pac.
sayang yung opportunity
me: opportunity na
rderige@gmail.com: magserve sa myf kung mawala ka sa pac.
me: loser ko.. di na to talga para sakin eh.. gusto ko na gmraduate na nung dec. eh.. hehe.. kaso di pa ko sinama sa ggraduate..
tsk..
ok..
oo nga...
rderige@gmail.com: wag ka masayangan.
ako namimiss ko nga e.
me: ang alin? kasama mo na sa dubai eh..
hehe..
ako namimiss ko tlga
hehe!
hanggang miss nalang
nanmimiss mo umyf?
hehe!! kakagaling ko lang sa post c.i. ng cavite kanina
rderige@gmail.com: sino namimiss mo?
hehehe.
uuy.
ako namimiss ko myf.
sayang.
me: sa sunday, post c.i. ng swmmd
rderige@gmail.com: hehehe.
me: hahaha!!
rderige@gmail.com: pero bawi ako.
me: sige.. kelan ka babawi?
balik ka b dito sa pinas?
uy.. how much dapat rates kapag nkapag post graduate studies pagmaghahanap ako ng job?
rderige@gmail.com: yun ang hidni ko alam.
tapos ka na ba?
heheehe.
me: sa MBA, almost...
Law, di pa...
hehe!
stop nga ko this term..
work sana muna ko...
currently, work muna ko sa business namin..
rderige@gmail.com: lupit.
sana matapos mo.
astig.
me: aww...ikaw din.. aral ulit
Sent at 11:04 PM on Sunday
me: sayang nga wla kong pang enroll for this term.. kaya tumigil ako.. hehe.. kaya ok lang din naman na wla na kong position sa umyf
ang sakin lang.. sana naisip nila ko...
hehe.. loser na
rderige@gmail.com: hindi telly.
now's the time to take advantage of your free time!
maximize mo pac!
me: ok... wla kong mareply...
hehe..
rderige@gmail.com:
mamimiss moyan pramis.
mamatay na mamimiss mo talaga myf.
magsisisi ka may mga bagay ka hindi ginawa.
mga oras na hindi binigay.
kasi pag nawala na myf sa'yo..
wala na talaga.
Sent at 11:07 PM on Sunday
me: korak..
agree... since natapos ako sa last year, feeling ko grad na din ako
eh.. naggrad na din kasi mga kasabayan ko.. ok.. ienjoy ang pagging
umyf..
I have a lot of things in mind,I have a lot of plans for the year, I have a lot of dreams, lots of aspirations and wants...
I can't jot them down just because I do not have my Starbucks planner yet, I can't plan without it.. wah.. adik b? gusto ko isulat lahat eh... kaya dito nalang..
Things I have to do and planning to do: (listed in order of priority)
Read the Bible and Pray
Repent and confess my sins
Pour out all the questions I have in mind..(may be stated in another blog)
buy the needed supplies for the clinic
update the financial records of the clinic
prepare a monthly salary and the whole year's Financial Statements
follow up AIM Global clients!!
look for voucher of UMYF and prepare the financial statement
look for a job that pays off money I need for my survival and self preservation
Pray for the clinic and the staffs
inform my professors that I will not be going to school this term.
Wake up early
Sleep early (12mn)
Get my Starbucks Planner (jan.16)
buy a decent address book and a handy dandy notebook
buy 2 pairs of sandals
buy a charger for my pocket pc
buy another phone for my sun sim
buy a mascara
pay for my creditors, namely: HSBC, fitness first... hay.. badtrip...
It is Christmas break! this is my time to relax from the over stressful weeks and months that have passed by.. I'm now as in REALLY having a vacation, without thinking about my businesses, studies, organizations, and friends. I'm having my bonding time with my siblings and my parents, my immediate family.
I wonder if this is still normal, I have been so relaxed, not doing anything, with the "bahala na" attitude, I'm totally not worrying about anything. What I was doing from the first day until this 3rd day of my vacation, (fri, sat and sun(today)), was having movie marathons, movies I have been longing to watch, surfing the net, updating my blogsite, sound tripping, playing the PS2, reading a Judith Mcnaught book which I intendedly reserved for the Christmas break to read, most of the time, I'm in front of the computer, watching youtube videos and sound trippping! yebah! this is life! I also cook and help out on house chores paminsan-minsan. hehe!
About two weeks before my finals, I was so busy with my clients, i've been prospecting for more future clients, following up previous clients, making presentations, meeting and talking to strangers (prospects), making appointments, traveling from Cavite to Manila, Cavite to Makati, Cavite to Ortigas, then studying for my 12-unit course! It was so hectic especially if you're expected to have results from my activity (jargon for the sales process).
I really want to become rich though my profession as a business woman should only be a side-line, heck I'm a full time student!! I'm really driven to reach my goal, tlgang mahirap lang.. pero I still believe I can reach it through perserverance, trying really hard and never giving up. A person really goes through the point of giving up, from time to time, I must be motivated, reminded of my goal, be inspired and have faith. though I sometimes ponder if this thing is really for me and then I would be reverted from my thoughts to the reality to continue striving, di pa tapos ang laban, mahaba pa ang buhay! No one could become successful in just 1 night, it took them years, sometimes even decades to become one!
At buti nlng wla akong boyfriend! I could say that I am now not anymore longing for someone. I am happy! Now I can truly say that I am complete as I am, i do not need anyone to complete me. I'm happy and contented with my chosen path. To know myself more and to enjoy the presence of my friends, my siblings and my parents whom I love so much after God.
Para mging makatotohanan, here's a picture of my goal in less than a year from now:
ayun..nshare ko lang.. Hope everyone else are enjoying their Christmas breaks. While savoring these vacation time, I also hope that we'll not forget the true meaning of Christmas, that this is a celebration of the birth ofJesus Christ our Savior!